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About Me Member Procrastinator Liza18/Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 4 Years
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Mortality.

Sun Sep 13, 2009, 7:56 PM
  • Mood: Sadness
  • Listening to: View from Heaven ; Yellowcard
  • Reading: many
  • Watching: None
  • Playing: None
  • Eating: None
  • Drinking: water
I've never been so aware of it.

Denial. Anger. Bargaining. Depression. Acceptance.

I'm like a rogue bouncy ball, flying every which where every second.

One minute I'm fine.
The next I'm walking past Alex's room as I climb the stairs,
and I can't help but go in,
lay in his bed,
and think to myself,
"He slept here so many times."
And cry.

One minute I'm okay.
The next I'm angry to the point where I almost can't gain control
nearly wanting to beat
some trashy girls to the floor
for coming late,
dressing tacky,
and letting their inappropriate ringtones go off
and then not even bother to put the phone on silent, let alone turn it off.

He wanted to go to the University of Florida.

When I heard that part I couldn't hold it in.
I bawled.

And walking around this campus,
I can't help but think
that I could have been showing him around
three years from now.

Why...? Why him?

And now I'm on pins and needles about death in general.

It happened to him, the boy that was so young and full of life.
If it could happen to him
it could just as easily happen to the rest of us.

So cherish every moment
live laugh and love
but be smart about it.
Be safe
'cause you don't want a good memory
to become the last one you'll ever have.

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Devious Info

  • Current Residence: The Plywood State. Just guess.
  • Interests: PFFT. Talk to me and find out, darlingface. <3
  • Favourite movie: The Nines
  • Favourite band or musician: TVXQ, BoA, 2PM, Wonder Girls, Big Bang, Son Dam Bi, Koda Kumi, Rain, SE7EN, Brown Eyed Girls
  • Favourite genre of music: Mostly? Korean Pop. But I like all music.
  • Favourite artist: Tetsuya Nomura (Kingdom Hearts) and Koge-Donbo (PitaTen)
  • Favourite style of art: Tetsuya Nomura's style, Anime style
  • Operating System: Windows Vista
  • MP3 player of choice: iPod Video [60 GB]
  • Shell of choice: Oyster. xD
  • Wallpaper of choice: Colorful. REALLY colorful. Hot guys like Yunho from DBSK or Jay from 2PM. Pretty things.
  • Skin of choice: Umm... mine? .___o;
  • Favourite game: A tie between Tales of Symphonia, Kingdom Hearts II, and Bioshock.
  • Favourite gaming platform: PlayStation 2
  • Favourite cartoon character: Sora SPECIFICALLY from Kingdom Hearts II and Daxter from Jak and Daxter series
  • Personal Quote: "I'm flying on the wings of confidence and determination towards my dreams."
  • Tools of the Trade: Photoshop Elements 7, WACOM tablet (5x4), mechanical pencil, colored pencils, pens

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:iconjshei:
Thanks for the fave!

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:iconthemadhatterdoll:
Sunkeummagashidakale lelelemonadu~

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Sweet Charisma
KPop Will Never Be The Same!
:iconlatinocartonist16:
did u ever make that drawing ?
:iconclarinetlovr:
thanks for the fave :glomp:

SO. you're a kpop fan too? ..but i don't see 2PM on your list. they're my desktop atm hehe. btw, it used to be yunho...i saw HIM on your list xD

anyway, have you been following DBSK/TVXQ's lawsuit against SM? D8

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“The wise man in the storm prays to God, not for safety from danger, but deliverance from fear.”
:icondaintyxfirefly:
lol Yeah, a huge KPOP fan, and they're not on my list 'cause I haven't updated that list... Jay is my desktop background right now! xDDD

lol We have good taste. ^_^ Yunhoooo~ <3

Yeah, I have, and I'm reeeeeeeeeaally hoping it all gets solved without them having to break up!! It's been my dream to see one of their concerts in person, and if they break up before that happens I'll just cryyyyyyyyy D;

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I'm pretty much ridiculously obsessed with KPOP.
Just letting you know.
:iconclarinetlovr:
naaaaaaaw, i don't think they're gonna break up, and i don't see any reason for them to anyway...i think all the "ooooh, the might break up" hype is from bad press, is all.

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“The wise man in the storm prays to God, not for safety from danger, but deliverance from fear.”
:iconscandickiwi:
Thanks heaps for the faves I really appreciate them :)

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:icondaintyxfirefly:
Haha, no prob! You've got great art! ^_^

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I'm pretty much ridiculously obsessed with KPOP.
Just letting you know.
:iconlatinocartonist16:
oh hey i wonder how Lencho and Moncito would look in yer style :D

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